Hey know what is totally fucking awsome? Getting stuck on the E train for a Hour and then haveing the subway air conditioning jucie spill out like a garden hose all over me. That kicks so much ass, i wish this could happen all the time.
But any way, im totally embrassed of my anaimation now. Its so freaksihly simple and im basically done. I need to change it. I feel like such a looser. Espcially because to my left there is Even, witch everything he dose is like POOF AMAZING, and to my right Jullian/Nate who is so into makeing his scene work out, and spent like the whole class obsessing over the details. And here i am, makeing a shitty walk cycle of a shitty bunny in a shitty idea. Yeah im pretty fucking awsome. But any way at least they talk to me. Its fun to talk to thoose boys. And oh man this one chick in my class totally dosent understand the concept of personal space. I feel kind of bad for her becuase i have a feeling she dosen't get out much, but i mean she stands inches away from me and plays with my pens and my bracelets with out asking and i just feel violoated. And talk about bracelets, i have basically stopped wearing them. Ladies and gentalmen an era has been put to rest.
God this is such a A.D.D entry. I'm such a spazz.
So any way, back to my adventures in public transportation, because i missed my train, i got to ride home with Ali who is returning from her collage classes. She made us sit in the second car so it was crowded and a fat man sat next to me and i could't breathe. When she was done with her math, we talked about the mental state of our freinds and how annoying certin people are being. Basically my base group of freinds have disstengrated and im left with peopele who i dont want to talk to at the moment. I mean i still have people outside of that, Like Katie and Jeremy and Elyssya and Shara and whatever. I got really depressed thinking about it. In fact im depressing myself again.
Great now i'm left here depressed, lonley, and smell like subway piss.
Hello there live journal, thy name is angst!
July 21 2005, 03:15:17 UTC 6 years ago
Anonymous
July 22 2005, 22:49:37 UTC 6 years ago
Sam
I knew they'd talk to you. Wow, no more bracelets. I don't know if I can picture it. Had fun in the city, We should all hang out again soon.